Please note that I accept re-gifted items and second generation items as long as they are in good condition and you think I can use them

If you're from the Seattle area and can get your hands on anything related to Abney Park (I don't care if it's a promo postcard, a flyer for one of their concerts, whatever), I will love you forever. Also, if you're crafty and can make anything steampunk related for me, I will love and worship you forever.

Ok, so I'm Elizabeth. I'm 21 years old and a vampire. Yep, that's right, vampire. Anyway, I'm in school right now studying to become a child psychologist. So, that means parents lock your children up, I'm going to warp their young impressionable minds. I'm also currently training to be an MMA fighter. For those of you who aren't familiar with MMA, it's also known as UFC. It stands for Mixed Martial Arts and is a combination of boxing, Jiu Jitsu, Muay Thai, and wrestling. It's fought in a cage and, like boxing, can be quite brutal. Umm I've got mad, obsessive love for vampires, faeries, and zombies. I also have a huge obsession with Absinthe.

My Personality

(only because people seem to think I'm an ass)

I have a very negative view of the world that I'm actually quite happy with. I'm pessimistic, sarcastic, nihilistic, moody, dark, a loner, twisted, macabre, masochistic, far too smart for my own good, and that's just the tip of the iceberg. I do bite and I bite hard. I have very little tolerance and patience for stupid people, and overly optimistic people. I'm not exactly a happy, fun individual nor have I ever claimed to be. I actually enjoy the person that I am. I don't trust anyone, I don't want to trust anyone. I refuse to let anyone get close to me and I refuse to get close to anyone. In essence, if you're human, I probably hate you.

My issues

It only seems appropriate that I let everyone know just how screwed up I am. It doesn't explain anything about me, it has no bearing on my swaps, and it's only purpose is to serve as fodder for someone to one day use against me. The list is relatively short but goes something like this, I have, at last check:

• Major Depressive Disorder
• Panic attacks
• Intense paranoia
• Derealization (this one is actually in conjunction with the anxiety disorder but bears listing because it's always interesting when you learn that something you have actually has a name)
• Anorexia
• I also tend to experience what amounts to lost time episodes though I can account for the time. In other words, I can't account for my actions as I have no recollection of them but I am aware of where I'm at during the episodes.

So, there it is, I'm screwed up. I'm also currently not going to therapy or taking medication. At least, not anymore. This is not meant for anyone to take pity on me or for people to tell me "I care" or "I'm sorry, hope you feel better soon". Posting graphics like that or sending me PMs like that isn't going to act like some cure-all wonder drug to suddenly make me feel better. Yes, I sound bitter, but I don't want people wasting their time.

Religion

It seems like a might be something of a good idea to post a bit about my religion. I am a Satanist. I follow the LeVeyan or Left-Handed path. No, I do not worship the devil (that's devil worshipping and that's considered an inverted form of Christianity). Satanists do not believe in God or Satan as imaginary beings. Satanism is a branch of Atheism.

With that said, I am open-minded about all religions but don't preach to me about how my choice of religions is wrong and yours is right. I'll more than likely mock you, say mean things, and make you cry if you do.

Remember kiddies, as Daddy LeVey said, Stupidity is a sin. Yep, stupidity is the cardinal sin of Satanism and I, personally, do not appreciate stupid people.

Please note Just because I am a Satanist does nnot mean that I don't respect other religions. I respect all religions and I am interested in learning as much as I can about all religions. With that said, I love religious articles from any religion. I especially love rosaries, Our Lady of Guadalupe, anything depicting the Virgin Mary, anything about the saints, and anything about Buddhism, Hinduism, Islam, Judaism, Wicca, etc.

In light of the forum posts on the subject, I decided it was time to add a note about extras to my profile. My view on extras: just because you send them to me doesn't always guarantee that I will rate you with a heart. I only give hearts for extra special packages or extras that are obviously tailored to me. I will not give hearts for a couple magazine cut-outs, and a sheet of stickers or anything of that sort. If I can tell that some effort was put into sending me extras because you saw something that you thought I'd like, or you made something specifically for me, than I will give a heart. But, if it's just whatever thrown into the envelope, than I won't rate a heart. So, with that said, please do not message me begging for hearts or asking why you didn't get a heart. Any messages of the sort will be deleted without an answer.

MMhmm, yep, it's me!

My favorite colors are purple, black, blue, and silver. My favorite color combinations are purple and black, black and white, and pink and black.

My birthday is July 31, I'll be 22 ^.^.

I generally only wear necklaces but I do enjoy earrings as well. However, they need to be made of metal or something hypoallergenic. Also, I don't do cutesy necklaces or earrings. I also enjoy bracelets but really prefer glow bracelets, those rubbery solid color bracelets you can get at Claires, spike bracelets and chokers, and those wrist cuff type bracelets.

My favorite holidays are Halloween and Christmas. My favorite seasons are fall and winter.

I have two cats, an adult male named Bandit and a female kitten named Misty.

My interests are:stars, rainbows, glitter, Chucks, bright neon colors, glow sticks and glow bracelets, dread falls, faeries, vampires, other creatures from fantasy, old cemeteries, Renaissance fairs, Medeival medical practices, the Middle Ages, the Renaissance, the Victorian era, steampunk, Nightmare Before Christmas, Elegant Gothic Lolita, traditional Japanese culture, Living Dead Dolls, Emily the Strange, pony beads, Alice in Wonderland, Kuromi, grotesque, bizarre, circus sideshows, corsets, burlesque etc..

My favorite quotes

"There are the terrible ones who carry about in themselves the beast of prey, and have no choice except lusts or self-laceration. And even their lusts are self-laceration."- Thus Spake Zarathustra, Friedrich Nietzsche

"There is no sin except stupidity."- The Critic as Artist, Oscar Wilde

"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity. "- Edgar Allan Poe

"I can barely conceive of a type of beauty in which there is no Melancholy. "- Charles Baudelaire

"My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate"- Snuff, Slipknot

"I play where the darker kids play I'm the one who goes out when you end your day I dance were the darker crowds dance In the pitch black clubs in a clove stained trance"- The Wrong Side, Abney Park

"Creeeping through the mortuary, Bite your nails it's getting scary Creeping, crawling in the murk, Digging through the dirt GRAVEROBBER" -Scream Baby Scream, Wednesday 13

"I always wanted to know How to kill a king Use his madness against him Forsake everything Though his grip is so tight And it's choking me I will find a way out Of this loyalty"- To Kill a King, Hungry Lucy

“One day men will look back and say i gave birth to the twentieth century.-Jack the Ripper

Wishlist

Anything kawaii (no particular favorites, anything works)

Stationary (even dollar store stuff is fine)

Funky socks/stockings (think black and pink striped, stars, rainbow, knee-high, etc size 6)

Absolutely anything pin-up girl related (vintage pin-up girls)

Anything rockabilly or psychobilly related

Absolutely anything and everything related to vampires, bats, and old horror movies

Anything absinthe related

An amigurumi

Fabric scraps

Ribbon

Rubber stamps

Anything related to my interests

Allergies

• Tomatoes

• Extremely spicy things

• Anything that smells strongly of flowers

Dislikes

Coconut

Girly items (pastel colors, etc)

Flowers (except for calla lilies, mums, and roses)

Disney (except Nightmare Before Christmas, Pirates of the Caribbean, and Alice in Wonderland)

Dark chocolate

Coffee (except for coffee flavored candies and sweets)

Cherry flavored foods

Strawberry flavored foods

I hate Twilight with a passion!!!

Favorite bands in alphabetical order

A- A Perfect Circle, Abigor, Abney Park, Absurd Minds, AC/DC, Adema, Aerosmith, AFI, Ajattara, Alice Cooper, Alice in Chains, Alleycat Scratch, Amber Asylum, American Werewolves, Angelspit, Apoptygma Berzerk, Ashes Divide, ASP, Assemblage 23, Audioslave, Autumn Tears, Ayria, Azam Ali

B- Bal-Sagoth, Bathory, Bauhaus, Belle and Sebastian, Bile, Billy Idol, Black Light Burns, Black Sabbath, Bloodflowerz, Blue October, Breaking Benjamin, Britny Fox, Buckcherry, Burn Season

C- Calabrese, Celtic Woman, Chaostar, Chemlab, Chevelle, Children of Bodom, Cinderella, Cinema Strange, Clan of Xymox, Coal Chamber, Coheed and Cambria, Cold, Combichrist, Cradle of Filth, Cruachan, Cyanotic

D- Dangerous Toys, Danzig, Dark Fortress, Darling Violetta, Darzamat, Deadsy, Def Leppard, Demented Are Go, Die Form, Disturbed, Dimmu Borgir, Dope, Dope Stars Inc

E- Emilie Autumn, Emperor, Enuff Z'Nuff, Enya

F- Faith and the Muse, Faster Pussycat, Fields of the Nephilim, Finger Eleven, Finntroll, Fischerspooner, Flaw, Flesh Field, Foo Fighters, Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13, Frantic Flintstones, Freezepop, Front 242, Fuel

G- Genitorturers, Ghoultown, Godhead, Godsmack, Gothminister, Guns N Roses

H- Hannah Fury, Hanoi Rocks, Hardcore Superstar, Helalyn Flowers, HIM, Hinder, Horrorpops, Hungry Lucy

I- Ill Nino, Inkubus Sukkubus, Interpol, Irfan

J- Jack Off Jill, Jakalope, Jimi Hendrix, Judas Priest

K- Kansas, Kidneythieves, Kill Hannah, Kiss, Koffin Kats, Korn

L- Lacuna Coil, Laibach, Linkin Park, Lollipop Lust Kill, Loreena McKennitt

M- Machines of Loving Grace, Mad Sin, Marilyn Manson, Marilyn Manson and the Spooky Kids, MDFMK, Megadeth, Minas Morgul, Misfits, Mister Monster, Mortiis, Motley Crue, Motograter, Mudvayne, Murderdolls, Mushroomhead, My Chemical Romance

N- Naughty Zombies, Nekromantix, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Nitro, North, Norther

O- ohGr, Orgy, Otep, Ozzy Osbourne

P- Pantera, Papa Roach, Paramore, Pigface, Poison, Powerman 5000, Pretty Boy Floyd, Pride and Fall

Q- Queens of the Stone Age

R- Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, Ramones, Rasputina, Ratt, Razed in Black, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Reverend Horton Heat, Rezurex, Rob Zombie, Rush

S- Sara, Scarlet Soho, Scorpions, Seether, Sepultura, Seven Dust, Sex Pistols, She Wants Revenge, Sheep on Drugs, Sheryl Crow, Shinedown, Silversun Pickups, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sixx: AM, Skid Row, Skinny Puppy, Slayer, Slipknot, Son of Sam, Soundgarden, Spahn Ranch, Spineshank, Staind, Static-X, Stone Sour, Stone Temple Pilots, Switchblade Symphony

T- Taproot, The Birthday Massacre, The Creepshow, The Crimson Ghosts, The Cult, The Cure, The Dresden Dolls, The Electric Hellfire Club, The Ghastly Ones, The Kovenant, The Legendary Pink Dots, The Mars Volta, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Texas Drag Queen Massacre, The 69 Eyes, Theory of a Deadman, Three Days Grace, Three Weird Sisters, Thyrane, Tiger Army, Tool, Tori Amos, Trapt, TrollfesT, Tuff, Twisted Sister, Type O Negative

U- Under a Nightmare, Unheilig, Unto Ashes

V- Vains of Jenna, Van Halen, Velvet Revolver, Virgin Black, Vixen, VNV Nation

W- Wednesday 13, Wendy Rule, White Zombie, Whitesnake, W.A.S.P.

X- XIV Dark Centuries

Z- Zombie Girl, Zombina and the Skeletones

Others- 10 Years, 3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds to Mars, 45 Grave, :wumpscut:

Interview With the Vampire, The Vampire Armand, Les Fleurs du Mal, Lolita, One Child, The Value of X, Exquisite Corpse, Guilty But Insane, The Blood Canticle, The Crow: Lazarus Heart, Typical Girls, Verses That Hurt, Alice in Wonderland, Long Hard Road Out of Hell, The Encyclopedia of Serial Killers, Wormwood, In a Glass Darkly, The Best of Cemetery Dance, The Asylum series, Love in Vein, Dark Love, The Dirt: Confessions of the World's Most Notorious Rock Band, The Heroin Diaries, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia, Hunger Point, The Bell Jar, Stiff: The Curious Life of Human Cadavers, Helter Skelter: The True Story of the Manson Murders, Deviant: The Shocking True Story of Ed Gein, Piercing the Darkness: Undercover With Vampires in America Today, Cannibal, etc

Interview With the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Nightmare Before Christmas, White Oleander, etc

Law and Order, Taboo, Cities of the Underworld, Monsterquest, Skins, The Graham Norton Show, Nevermind the Buzzcocks, Cold Case Files, Forensic Files

ATCs, photography, and making jewelry. I now knit as well so I love to receive anything to do with knitting, used is just as great as new. That is, as long as the used items are useable. I am also learning to sew so anything that can help would be great. Also, any fabric scraps big enough so I can practice would be spectacular.

I collect the following: Bleeding Edge Goth Dolls

Living Dead Dolls

Nightmare Before Christmas

Candles

Incense

Incense burners

Dreamcatchers

Gothic Lolita items

Porcelain dolls

Fantasy items

Purses

Marilyn Monroe things

Audrey Hepburn things

Journals

Kawaii items

Jewelry

Rosaries

Our Lady of Guadaloupe things

Shotglasses

Pirates

Anything on Slipknot, Stone Sour, Murderdolls, or Wednesday 13

Vampire stuff

Skulls and skeleton related stuff

Anything related to Day of the Dead

My favorite cosmetics brands are: Covergirl

Maybelline

M.A.C

Urban Decay

Two Faced

Wet N Wild

Jane

NYC

Cosmetics: *Lipgloss (strawberry, vanilla, cherry, etc)

*Chapstick (Burt's Bees is my favorite)

*Lipstick (any sort of funky shades such as purple, blue, green, silver, black, etc)

*Nail decals

*Funky shades of eyeshadow (blue, purple, green, silver, etc.)

*Flavors

Watermelon

Orange

Grape

Cinnamon

Strawberry

Cherry

*Shower gel/body wash (cinnamon, vanilla, sandalwood, ylang, myrrh, lavender, cherry blossom, etc)

Lotion (similar scents as shower gel)

Perfume (anything with a musk, sandalwood, or patchouli scent

I absolutely adore the scent of Absinthe. So, warm squishy feelings to anyone who can find me anything that smells of Absinthe. So, candles, wax tarts, lotions, soaps, etc.

Bath and Body *Bath salts, bath fizzes, bath confetti, shower gel/body wash,lotion

Hot Drinks:

*Green tea, chai tea, white tea, oolong tea, ceylon tea, cappuccino, chamomile tea, hot apple cider

Candy

*Any sort of British chocolate, bubble gum, Nestle's Crunch, Reese Peanut Butter Cups, Reese Pieces, Peanut M and M's, Gummi Bears, Gummy worms, licorice (the black sort), Peeps, etc.

Misc *Purses, dreamcatchers, shot glasses, funky socks, cosmetic cases, scrapbooking/ATC-making items, wax tarts, candles, stuffed animals, incense, beads, cellphone charms, stickers to decorate my cellphone

Stationary *Anything Kawaii

*Memo sheets

*Handmade paper

*Swap cards

*Address labels dealing with any of my interests

*Postcards

*Padded envelopes

*Stickers

*Memo pads

Favorite Kawaii items/brands/characters: *Q-lia

*Sanrio

*San-x

*Kamio

*Kawaii Girls

*Kogepan

*Tarapanda

*Badtz Maru etc